yeah, and i dont want it to rain in my heart anymore,
-the water is deluding my beautiful blood and making it slide through my veins fast. too fast. and there is no need for my heart to work anymore because there isnt anything for it to pump. nothing for it to catch and push. nothing to be able to hold onto.
let
it
just
slip by without feeling.

and yeah, i dont wanna come down now dear, im high to high.
and everyone keeps yelling at us trying to drag us down. offering us sweets and cakes and things to lure us down, or backpacks with bricks or birds with wings. tellling us that we arent supposed to be so high.

no,
not so high.

but i like this height babe, because see, everything is so small from up here, its not much to worry about. everything is so small.
so small.

but soon ill have to come down, i know this now, but only for a little while. and yes love, it will go by quickly, oh so quickly. like how one season melts into another, or a painter creates a portrait. or so many many things that i know you are thinking right now.
so sweetheart please be still, dont linger in the past. we'll pull through this.

pinky promises wound around tight laced fingers



hey, so im on vikaden. and am at home by myself board stiff right now. haha sooooooo, ill probabally come back to this later and be like wtf but hey, you can enjoy my high writing.. annnd... uhh haha the tv is playing Coocoon and i sweat im tripping out even more than normal hahaha!!!! well eyah, try to be more normal. next time. we will see.
love you guys.